An Excerpt from SkyGrave

Published in Deep Magic April 2003

"Skygrave"
by
Margo Lerwill

The hatch froze in place, only half-open. The runes around the locking mechanism faded from angry red to amber to onyx-black again. Aili pressed the bronze ring, the pass-safe, harder against the indentation between the brutal, scythe-like symbols, but all she felt was the barest tug on her own meager energies. The charge on the ring failed by degrees, until it felt empty and dead in her hand.

Why did one challenge always end in another?

Aili let the ring fall from her fingers and dangle from the knotted chain around her neck. She flailed out for a handhold in the tangled greenery and roots beyond the hatch. Tremors rippled up and down her legs from the effort of bracing her back against the opposite side of the narrow stone shaft, from inching her way upward in the cold, grimy darkness. She cursed her weakness then and now. The Progenitors who had built the network of stone tunnels beneath the Dome would have levitated to the top of the shaft and thrown back the hatch without so much as touching it. No one possessed that kind of magic anymore.

Scrapped and bruised from numerous falls, torn by the sword-sharp legs of man-sized arachs and their kith of nightmare tunnel crawlers, stinking of fungus and old blood that was and was not her own, Aili wriggled through the hatchway. The life of a professional scavenger-proper title: Traveler, mobile subsect of the Barriers, the Tainted Children, guardians against the very magic that polluted their veins-had left Aili lean, even scrawny. She felt thankful for it now.

She gladly filled her lungs with the scent of the face-full of chilled grass and dirt she got when she landed. The earthy musk unsettled her stomach, however, making her respite too brief. Her back bowed without her consent. A convulsion dragged her to her hands and knees. She vomited repeatedly, again, hoping this was the last trace of arach blood fighting its way out of her.

At last, the final ounce of bile in her miserable body lay expelled in the grass, save for a lingering, acidic aftertaste her tongue was almost too numb to detect. Though the arach blood was not as poisonous as its venom, she'd need several days to regain full feeling in her mouth again. Best in future to keep a better hold on her blade, she thought when the spasms eased, else she'd find herself again with no defense from a hungry arach but her own teeth. Aili corrected herself then. She had neared her destination, her goal, her dearest prize. If she succeeded, she had already seen the end of arachs and bone-littered shafts.

Still, she had gained a story worthy of swapping with other Travelers, if any more survived: seeing one of the enormous, armored spiders retreating from her by the tawny glow of a lighting gem recessed into the tunnel ceiling. The light had brightened and dimmed, brightened and dimmed, feeding on her fading energies.

"That's right," she had said to the scuttling arach. "Don't want sick meat, do you? I must be mad from disease to try biting an arach." Of course, the arach surely hadn't been thinking all this, but its instincts must have told it there was something wrong with the human for her to bite it when it had cornered her below the shaft. There was plenty of "sick meat" in the Dome, twisted by tainted magic. Any creature had to be wary, even if it was the spawn of tainted magic itself.

Laughing, Aili rolled over into her back in the grass, so delighted at the absurdity of her rescue that tears welled up and trickled from the corners of her eyes. She looked into the "sky" above, dull and black and starless, but the only sky the Dome had. Indeed the Dome was so vast, so many leagues across and connected by tunnels to so many other Domes, that she could forget that it was man-made, magic-made, unchanging night.

Aili turned her head to look around.

"Wizardwork!" she swore and twisted up onto her knees.

She had emerged beside a stand of ghostwood. Luminescent white cedar, ancient and gnarled, grasped at the night. Some said they were the skeletal hands of dead gods. Others said they marked the graves of Progenitors. Aili knew for certain that in a land without sunlight, luminescence was a warning. She had seen more than one naïve Traveler crushed in those white "hands."
Aili drew one foot up under her, her movement slow, cautious. The trees creaked and swayed as she gained a cautious footing, ever mindful that within the Dome there were no breezes. Listening, watching, she dared not breathe. The snapping of smaller branches warned her. Aili lurched away as the nearest tree grasped at her, and she tumbled down the slope below the hatch. She landed on a gravel path, scuffed and winded but relieved. One challenge after another, she thought again, and rested there where she sprawled until the temptation to cry herself to sleep became too great.

Standing and dusting herself off, Aili gazed down the path. Rolling hills of colored maple unfurled before her. She limped along the trail amidst them knowing that in the old times, before the Domes, these delicate trees might have been crimson or teal or shiny copper. Under the Dome sky they were bronze and black. Their leaves shivered with a sound like silver scales rattling on a battle shield or a snake's tail. About their trunks lapped knee-high scarlet bloodgrass, named for the bloodlust it generated in those who walked too long through it. Aili kept to the center of the path.

The trail had probably been warded for the protection of Travelers. Probably. Aili kept walking, kept staring ahead, toward the comfort of the light in the distance. It was a glittering star in the darkness, the light of a city-dome. It gleamed in the lighthouse atop the broad cupola, marking the location of the Barrier settlement and providing illumination within its confines. How much the Dome must have resembled an enormous black crystal ball with black bubbles of cities inside to anyone beyond, assuming anyone still lived out there. But how much could have been left after the wars?

The path ended in the shadow of the city-dome, in an archway of barred black doors hinged and bound in gold. Aili pounded and waited for a response. She tapped her fingers against the purse knotted to her girdle. The crinkle of the forged travel papers within reminded her how important her demeanor would be. Wiping her hands on her canvas pants, she straightened. She glanced at the thin streaks of blood staining her tunic where she'd been nipped by a sharp pincer mouth or slashed by a razor-sharp arach leg. Not much hope of looking presentable.

The Barrier who opened the door looked on Aili with more disgust than she'd seen them show for the food-begging nomads they often turned from the entry. The sight of the gray-haired woman's braids piled atop her head in a precise coil made Aili reach up and smooth her own loose, tattered braids. Glaring, the pale, gaunt woman eyed her head-to-toe, pausing at the Barrier tattoos on the backs of Aili's smudged hands. The swirling mage marks on the guard's bony hands looked freshly re-inked.

Without a word, the Barrier admitted Aili, barred the door, and led her the few steps to the guardhouse. Its construction of black marble shot with red veins betrayed the former opulence of the Progenitor cities. Its crumbling corners betrayed their demise. There the guard stared at Aili pointedly, then said, "Where are your packs?"

Aili shrugged. Too long outside the city-domes, in the tunnels, she squinted as she tried to meet the guard's eyes. "Nomads ambushed me on the trail," she lied. "I had to throw down my packs to distract them." In truth, she'd lost the packs to an arach in the tunnels, but those passages were a Traveler secret. Better to let the Barrier think her a poor excuse for a Traveler, meant to collect scattered, forbidden magical artifacts from the nomads and from Progenitor ruins.

"Travel papers," the guard said, holding out her long-fingered hand, almost swallowed by the voluminous sleeve of her plain woolen robe.
Aili pulled the wrinkled parchment from her purse, cogs in her mind spinning fast. Before the Barrier could unfold the parchment, Aili fished her necklace from her tunic. "And I have this." She held up the end of the chain. The bronze ring dangled there.

"You're not allowed to have that," the guard said. Her thin lips pressed into a stern, flat line. "It's forbidden magic, even to Travelers."

"Don't I know that?"

Aili knew too well the power of Progenitor keys, an essential in every Traveler's contraband kit. So much of her wanderings as a Traveler had led her to places where powers far beyond her own were the only passage keys. Ancient receptacles of the old power, like this ring, were the only pass-safes left in the Dome, to the pitiful descendant of the Progenitors. There were few artifacts like this left. Sacrificing this one, even with its power drained, even to pass her through a guardhouse with a Barrier too distracted to study her travel papers, made Aili grit her teeth. But she wasn't going to need it anymore, was she? She wasn't going back out there, not like it was now. Handing over the ring was a commitment to a course of action, a commitment she didn't want to dwell on.

She pulled the chain over her head, held the ring out in her palm. When the guard reached for it, Aili closed her hand. "Give me an escort to the vaults, and I'll sign it in myself."

Aili got her way, perhaps just so the gate guard could be done with her. Two tight-lipped Barriers led her through the city streets. The hems of their robes swished against the cobblestone and stirred up musty, sour dust. Haphazard spires and towers and courtyards of metal and marble and stained concrete closed in on them. Many buildings leaned half-collapsed, half-cannibalized against others. Light from gems inside dwellings darted and sliced from recessed doorways and cracked shutters, vying with the flat light of the constant lighthouse sun to throw strange, shifting shadows across their path.

Then they passed out of the tight rings of Barrier quarters and libraries into the neat, geometric fields that surrounded the high tower in the city-dome center. The crops were small, grayish, sparse. Livestock pens with sheep and goats and chickens huddled on odd remnants of land, in shadow.

"The farms don't look to be doing well," Aili said off-hand.

"Do they need to do well?" one Barrier answered, the one with hair as black as his skin was white.

"We aren't many," the woman with body and coloring like a pear, slightly greenish, said. "Who would we feed? The nomads?"

The pale man snickered. "We have a hard enough time with the way they breed. It doesn't matter how many of their children starve to death or fall in the twistwoods. They make more."

Aili didn't look at either of them. She'd seen derision before. "They make more of us. If law forbids us from breeding and passing on the taint of magic, someone has to produce more Barriers to protect the legacy of the Progenitors and their city-domes. To protect the nomads from what they think they want."

"But if there were no more nomads, there would be no need for Barriers," the pear-skinned one said. "No one to use the magic."
Aili couldn't argue with Barrier logic. Annihilation of humanity inside the Dome, as outside, made perfect sense to them. She suspected that only paranoia of nomad fertility and resilience, the fear that Barriers would die out but nomads would go on, prevented wholesale genocide. They would have called Travelers heretics for believing anything else. They would have accused the Barrier sub-sect of becoming corrupted by the lure of the magical items the Travelers hunted down, and they would have been right. Indeed, some Barriers had already made that connection . . .

When the three Barriers came to the foot of the high tower, a sleek black stalk supporting the magical false sun in the lighthouse, they veered past the lift cage. The ring Aili bore might have been forbidden, but it was not so important that they'd want to seal it inside one of the upper vaults, above the tower floors served by the stairs. The guards left her once she had given up the ring, with another twinge of reluctance. She tried to take her time recovering from her journey. She didn't want to seem as agitated, anxious as she truly was as she cleaned herself up, bandaged her hurts, ate some stale bread and shriveled vegetables in the deserted Traveler guest chambers.

Only then did Aili take a deep breath and mount the tower stairs. When no one watched, she disappeared. She was still there all right, still climbing the steps. This was one of her small magics. To blend herself away until no detail interesting enough to catch anyone's attention remained. Most Travelers who survived long in the tunnels owed it to this power, though the instincts of nightmare creatures like arachs were harder to fool than the diffused attention of humans. Barriers with the opposite power might chance to see her, if she were out in the open or careless, but she wasn't and she wouldn't be.

Thus did Aili slip in and out of the lower three vaults, one after the other. She padded with care past vaultkeepers milling about the vault doors, entering new artifacts in their ledgers. She reined in her energies tightly enough that the lighting gems didn't react to her presence until she was far back in the maze of vault shelves.

Aili chewed her lip and reminded herself that she was not in the vaults to pocket magical baubles. Though she fingered polished wands, oil vials, and numerous charged rings and amulets that could have served her as pass-safes, she took none of them. She was after something bigger, in every sense of the word. In truth, there was little chance of finding the chalice in the lower vaults. She just needed to be thorough. This was her last chance, and she didn't know what natural misdirection abilities the artifact might have had. If her suspicions were correct, and the zealot Sarrin and her fanatics were on their way here, Aili would not have time to come back and look again.

Disappointed but not surprised at having found nothing in the third vault, Aili sneaked up behind the vaultkeeper. She danced this way a little, that way a bit, as the keeper moved items from one table to another just as she tried to pass. With a silent sigh of relief, Aili skirted around the frame of the vault door to the stairs. In her eagerness she took two steps at once, propelling herself into the path of a Barrier who descended the murky black steps, head down and arms laden with books. The collision ripped Aili's illusion away like a threadbare curtain and left both women planted on their backsides.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I should have been watching where I was going," Aili said without looking up at the Barrier she'd hit. She hoped that rushing to take the responsibility herself would distract the woman from wondering why she hadn't seen Aili. The vaultkeeper's doughy face, below his thinning tuft of yellow hair, appeared at the door and peered at them quizzically. Aili put on a sheepish grin that perked the man's brow but seemed to satisfy curiosity.

"Here, let me help you gather your books," Aili said, turning back to the fallen Barrier with an armload of them. "Here . . . Kynan?"
The other Barrier, round and sullen, glanced up at the mention of her name. Her dark eyes, black as her hair, shot wide. "Aili?"

"Kynan, what are you doing here?" she whispered.

"Where would I be but Skygrave?"

"Sky-?" Aili stopped herself and urged Kynan up half a flight of steps to a balcony. She stared out over the city-dome interior, feeling her old friend brush against her elbow. "This is Skygrave? I'm . . . home?"

"You don't know where you are?" Concern filled Kynan's eyes, reminding Aili what a worrier she had been.

"Well . . . I wasn't so much looking for a place by name. I just knew this was the last city-dome on the spur of the tunn- . . . the last on the path."

Kynan's thick, rosy lips frowned. "I don't understand. I didn't understand then, either. Aili, why did you run away?"

Aili studied the city again, trying to find something familiar about its shape. She'd seen so many over the last few . . . months? Had it been years?

"I wish I could explain everything to you, Kynan. I wish you could understand what it is to need to know, about the Domes, the Progenitors, the legends, the old world. The Barrier tutors tell us how powerful the Progenitors' magic was, that they could create false suns and seal themselves and their servants inside the Domes when wars ravaged the world. There are many Domes, you know, not just this one with these few city-domes. No one told us that. They warn us about the corruption of power and how it drove the Progenitors to civil war. But they don't explain what this magic is inside our veins or why it became so stagnant and polluted that it spawned the taintwoods and the things that live there. They don't tell us there are legends about doorways for leaving the Domes."
Kynan stared at Aili. Blinking, she said nothing, and the odd, tense hope rising in Aili's chest sank. Her friend still didn't comprehend the Traveler wanderlust.

"I didn't tell you I was leaving because you would have talked me out of it. You were always the levelheaded one of us. I didn't want to be talked out of Traveling, though. Hearing Chief Steward Lerre deny me my request to become a Traveler was enough. I didn't want to hear it from anyone else. So I forged travel papers . . ."

"But now you've come back."

Aili nodded, not understanding the significance of why her path had led her back here. Exhausted, worn thin to the point of distraction, she rubbed her bleary eyes. She looked out over Skygrave again, waiting for her vision to clear. In that one blurry moment, the light gleaming off the angles of metal towers and marble spires looked like the drawings she had seen of stars. She laughed, soft and breathy.

"Do you remember our first day here?" Aili's gaze still roamed the city as she spoke. "Both just children." She touched the back of her hand, rubbing a long-faded ache. "I remember we were still bandaged from the tattoos."

"Uh-huh."

"You were still crying."

"Because they'd held me down."

"I was still crying for my family, saying they were going to come back and get me. Truly, I knew they weren't coming back. They traded me to the Barriers for food. I watched them negotiate over me. I don't think I ever admitted that to anyone. Their memory of me probably didn't last much past their full bellies."

"Our teachers wouldn't have told us if our nomad families ever had come back."

Aili cleared her throat of one small kernel of old emotion. "I know. Didn't stop us from crying, did it? Do you remember Chief Steward Lerre trying to distract us? Telling us if we stared at the city-dome ceiling long enough we might see the stars hidden there?"

"I remember."

Aili nodded through sudden tears at the gleaming city. "I found our stars." Kynan did not respond. "I wish you understood," Aili whispered again.

"You never asked me."

"What?"

Something bumped Aili's elbow, and she looked at Kynan. The sullen-eyed girl-a sullen woman now-shifted the books in her arm and tossed back the heavy wooden cover of the top one. Aili saw the upside down details of ornate, cryptic pass-safes sketched in her friend's meticulous hand. Kynan flipped several pages, one-by-one, slowly. Drawings and notes on city-dome specifications, false suns and complex wards cluttered every yellowing parchment page.

"Kynan, where did you get all this information? I've never known the vaultkeepers to allow such detailed study."

"I'm not a novice anymore."

"And not as lacking in wonder as I had assumed." Aili was embarrassed now by the assumption. She was embarrassed by the youthful conviction that had led her to believe that she knew her place better than Lerre had, that she alone could discover all the secrets of the Dome and the true will of the Progenitors. That she could enlighten her fellow Barriers with her grand discoveries and lead them back out into a world they might reclaim as their own. Still, she did not regret the bravery and urgency her naivete had lent her. These had led her far and away, and back again.

Kynan shrugged and closed the book. "You never asked me what I wondered. Just because I wasn't in a rush to leave Skygrave . . ." There was dull pain in her voice, resentment.

"I'm sorry, Kynan." And she was. Aili watched her friend put the pile of books on the balcony floor and lean on the balustrade with her. The realization of how lonely Skygrave must have been for Kynan made Aili's cheek burn with shame. "Have you ever heard anyone speak of the chalices?" Aili asked, offering her dearest secret as an apology.

"Chalices?" Kynan's gaze shifted toward hers with caution. "The greatest of all artifacts? The receptacles for the very sources of each Progenitor's power after death? Of course." Kynan finished with a snap to her voice.

"I'm sorry," Aili said again. "I didn't meant to suggest you-"

"There would have been two dozen of them, but the stories say they've been destroyed by zealot Barriers or depleted in attempts to purge the taint from the Dome and that only about seven of them remain."

"One," Aili said, not really pausing to ask herself how Kynan would have known that much about a taboo subject. "Only one remains." Kynan regarded her with silent, obvious curiosity now. "The chalices have always been the dearest goal for any Traveler. I learned as much from some of the greatest Travelers, those who took me under their wings along my paths. You heard me say there are many Domes besides this one? There are two dozen, one for each Progenitor, and each the home of a chalice."

Kynan gasped. "You've found them?"

Aili shook her head. "We-Travelers-figured this out too late. We've spent the last few months always one step behind a group of Barrier zealots using a hidden network of tunnels to travel from one Dome to the next . . . destroying the chalices as they find them. Their leader, Sarrin, has even convinced chief stewards to pump whole vaults full of concrete and entomb artifacts. They've destroyed libraries in Blackwater and Ashfield." Aili leaned nearer to Kynan, whispering. "In Evercloud, the zealots convinced the Barriers to pull down the high tower. The Evercloud sun fell to the city floor and shattered into a burning heap. Many were killed. Many killed themselves, as a way of purging their own taint from the Dome. Sarrin blessed them as they died."

"Evercloud?" Kynan said. She clenched her fists against the balustrade. "Evercloud is only a few days from here."

Aili nodded. "So is Sarrin. She's been a few steps behind me since I escaped Clayburn, when they seized all the Travelers they could find in the city as heretics. She's probably almost here."

"Why here?"

"This is the last city I have yet to search in this Dome. The last chalice-if it still exists at all-is in Skygrave."
Kynan, engrossed one moment by Aili's every word, pressed her lips together and turned her face back toward the city below them. Aili did not see the surprise she had been expecting in her friend's expression.

"What aren't you telling me, Kynan?"

The ring of footfalls behind them dispersed the aura of quiet confidences. Aili glanced over her shoulder at the Barrier who stepped out onto the balcony. She bit the inside of her cheeks, irritated at the interruption.
The Barrier gave a respectful nod, her heavy red braids teetering above a young, delicate face. "Chief Steward Kynan, we have a large contingent of non-resident Barriers at the southern gate."

"Chief Steward Kynan?" Aili said under her breath, feeling a sense of her own arrogant foolishness wash across her face again. Kynan glanced sidelong at her, then away. Had Aili betrayed herself to the wrong person?

"They follow a Barrier who gives her name as Sarrin," the girl continued. "She requests entrance for her people and audience with you."

Aili grabbed Kynan's arm. "Sarrin."

Kynan shifted her gaze from Aili to the messenger. She lifted her chin and assumed a stately air Aili would not have expected of her. Her voice was level and sure when she spoke. "Tell this Sarrin you have summoned me down from the top of the high tower and apologize for the delay. Have water and bread provided for them outside while they wait. Then bar the doors and have my personal attendants begin charging the fortification wards on all the gates. Be swift, Bura."

Without question, the messenger nodded and disappeared back into the tower. Kynan's gaze shifted by degrees back to Aili, tentative.
Aili nodded, her head low. "Decisive. You wear your title well. How long?"

"Lerre has been dead two years now."

"Two years . . . ? Two years? How long have I been gone?"

"More than five."

Aili's abrupt laughter astonished even her. "Five. That's a wonder. It seems like months, and it seems like forever."

Kynan squeezed Aili's shoulders. "Just as this is your home yet seems like a strange place you've never seen before."

Swallowing hard, Aili laughed again, choking, tears surging hard beneath the surface of her veneer. "And finding now that a chalice might be here. I lived here so long, and everyday I looked at the lighthouse sun and the gates and the maze of crumbling buildings and dreamed of all the exciting finds I would make as a Traveler. I was going to understand so much, see so much, change things. The thought that a chalice might have been here all along makes . . ." Made her want to weep with the overwhelming sense of wasted time. It was too much for her to dwell upon, with danger at the gates of . . . her home. Aili sniffed back her tears. "Well, Chief Steward Kynan, you seem to have a plan in mind. I'm at your disposal."

"And I at yours," Kynan said and motioned for Aili to follow her.

Down the stairs and out of the high tower they walked together, Aili with her long strides, Kynan with her short, sure legs pumping beneath her robes. Deep within the maze of dwellings once more, Kynan leaned close.

"So, Traveler," she said, peering sidelong at Aili as they navigated deserted alleyways. "Tell me what you've heard of the theory that the chalices were not what they might seem."

"You mean misdirection magic?"

"Misdirection, yes. Magic, no. I mean, have you encountered the idea that the chalices were not things but places?"

Aili's step faltered. "Places? No. You mean . . ."

"Chambers. Founts of power where one could recharge artifacts, even people."

"You know of such a place? A place in Skygrave?"

Kynan, not answering, motioned for Aili to turn from the alley through a narrow, unremarkable passage. Down a short, dark hallway, she followed Kynan to a modest apartment dwelling. Light from several gems set into the wall of a fireplace gave the illusion of a dying hearth. The glow of embers cast a burnt orange light across a makeshift kitchen, a scarred wooden table and benches, two cots made inviting by neat, tucked blankets. Beside the hearth, sewing, sat an ancient-looking Barrier woman with hardly hair enough to braid in the traditional style. She smiled up at Kynan but said nothing, as though she knew the Chief Steward was there for something other than her conversation. She nodded toward the rug before the hearth, where a child of five or six sat playing with old coins.

When Kynan said nothing, only stood just inside the door with her, Aili looked down at the little boy. She had begun to wonder why Kynan had brought her here, why no one spoke, when she noted something odd about the child. Yes, that was it. The child's hands.
"Kynan, he has no mage marks. Why . . . ?" Aili trailed off when the tow-headed boy smiled up at her. Though he was thin and dressed in smudged, patched clothing, his cheeks were round, his smile bright. Aili could not remember ever seeing a child so healthy, so happy.

"Hello," he said, and Aili felt something inside her jump as he addressed her.

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